Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Stomping through puddles

So here goes with my first post of my first ever blog, inspired in no small measure by my brother's glorious medical elective blog, all the way from the Amazon rainforest (I can highly recommend it if you haven't seen it already, just google 'Michael Austin elective' and it's the first hit). I had the bright idea that this, my official brain blog, might be a good way to let people know how I am, as well as providing a sort of journal or record for myself of this funny, odd time. It's a time where I'm stepping briefly off track - a diagnosis of a brain tumour, brain surgery, and 8 months of further treatment mean that my PhD is temporarily on hold; and enforced teetotalness and a vague feeling of queasiness mean my social life is also slightly on hold! So I'm stepping off track for a bit, but I have every intention of getting back on track in a few months time. In the meantime, I think, therefore I blog (I can't be the first one to have said that!).
At the moment, I'm doing 6 weeks of intensive radiotherapy with concomitant (the technical term!) chemotherapy - they're designed to complement each other. 'Intensive' means every day - I go every day, Monday to Friday, to the lovely Christie hospital in Manchester for a session of radiotherapy, and the chemotherapy consists of taking 4 little tablets at home (the tablets are 7 days a week). As an aside, one of my first observations about radiotherapy is that all the radiographers are very young and glamourous. Intrigue! So far, I've been walking over to the Christie, which is about 2 miles away from our house. The exercise feels good, and sometimes I listen to music and sometimes I just walk. Stephen came with me the first couple of times, but I've started going on my own now. I like going on my own because it fits better with my self image as Independent Woman Taking Things In Her Stride. And I just like walking in general. Although I am aiming to go on my bike eventually. We'll see. Anyway, today there were severe weather warnings, and 4 inches of flood water outside our front door. So I put on my wellies and Stephen's waterproof coat, put my brolly up, and headed off, having promised to call for a lift if I needed rescuing. However, far from needing to be rescued, I had a marvellous time stomping through puddles and listening to the satisfying pitter patter of raindrops on my rather fetching new Accessorize brolly. I had an early appointment today, so they saw me on time (I've realised that the later the appointment, the later the machines are running). Each session takes about 15 minutes in total, so I was in and out pretty quickly today. After my first week of treatment, I'm feeling pretty good - my appetite is a bit subdued, but otherwise I feel quite normal. Long may it last! With regard to the appetite, I'm seeing it as a clever balance to the weeks I was on steroids around my operation, during which I felt compelled to eat anything and everything I could get my hands on! So this is the first installment of my brain blog - future installments will be somewhat shorter. (Stephen thinks I should adopt micro-blogging principles and commnicate in 140 characters. Hmm.) But anyway, this one is just for practice and to kick us off. I'll blog again soon! x




23 comments:

  1. Loving your blog Annie - booo to the micro blog idea!! Really pleased that your treatment's going well. Big love, Deborah xxxxxx

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  2. Ahh I love this Annie! You've not only made my day but also have inspired me to be more positive about the recent onset of coldand rain. I am actually smiling at the thought of your new brolly and sploshing wellies, which totally proves the point that there is no such thing as bad weather, just the wrong outfit :) (stolen Norwegian saying). Oh andI vote Megablog! Although I'd love it to bits if Stephen did a microblog!!! I have never seen one! Xxxxx

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  3. I love this Annie, I'm really looking forward to reading your blogs along with Michael's which are also brilliant - love you lots xxxxx

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  4. Annie,
    I'm so sorry for you, I had no idea...teetotal for eight months! Be strong.
    Lovely blog, looking forward to more.

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  5. I vote Annie macroblog and Jeff microblog. Between you I reckonh you should average 5 posts a week with no slacking xx

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  6. I agree with Stephen actually, "microblogging" would mean it's much easier to do lots of updates as you don't feel you're competing with the quality of the last one.

    'tis a great idea eitherway!

    Seb xxx

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  7. Loving the blog (and the 'long' format):)! See you soon. xxx

    Mariken

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  8. Dear Annie,

    We have not met yet, but Jeff told a lot about you. It is shocking that you have to go through all this, but I am impressed about you positive attitude and strongness. It reminds me of Ben Howard: 'Keep you're head up, keep youre heart strong':
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADP65wbBUpc
    We are thinking of you!
    Kisses from The Netherlands,

    Jantine, Lieke and Laurens

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  9. Thanks for the publicity sis! I must warn you though having a top trending blog is something of a sword of damacles and it appears as though with you on the scene with 10 almost instantaneous comments my sword has fallen and I will have to make way. also I am home in 4 days so I won't have anything to blog about. I'm going to do the walk with you, ill bring all my new music to sing along to on the way.

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  10. What a great idea :)
    AND a legitimate reason for me to skive off work and go on the internet!
    Love & hugs xxxxxxxxx

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  11. OMG! Very jealous of the puddle dash, any excuse to get out the wellies! Been killing me not to just ditch the lessons and just take the kids out in the rain over the last few days. Stay positive, blog is a fab idea :) x x x

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  12. Two mile walks through the wind & rain of a Mancunian autumn seem like the perfect excuse to stock up on Hans Zimmer soundtrack albums to me. A daily helping of over-the-top string sections and pretending to be a superhero - what could be better?

    (Pro walking-to-movie-themes tip: Keep the Back to the Future and Jurassic Park soundtracks close to hand in case of thunderstorms).

    Blog is a great idea. Best to you & Stephen. x

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  13. Annie, what a wonderful idea and a fantastic blog. My vote is for the extended macro version too, but no pressure!

    It's felt like you're so far away since you moved back to Manchester and with me moving to Briz it's like there's no meet in the middle territory. This feels like you're back, and it's great to hear your voice, and the raindrops!

    Enough drivel from me (you are a far superior writer), but I guess I'm trying to say that this blog is fab and I miss you! Keep up the good work, keep on trucking, and I can't wait for the next instalment.

    Love to you both,
    Jx

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  14. Micro blogging eh? Normally I am a staunch advocate of all things small (perhaps you can guess why?!!!) but in this instance I'm with the macro supporters because your writing is so wonderful, Annie.
    On the other hand, how about haikus?
    Puddles and wellies just cry out for one!
    love Dyllis x

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    1. Sploshing through puddles
      Wellington boots, borrowed socks
      Crossing off the days

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  15. I think you should blog the recipes for dinner as well as any details on the glamorous radiographers and Manchester weather. I need to know the exact quantity and strength of chocolate so that it remains a mysterious secret ingredient rather than a yuck factor.

    Being secret Barclay James Harvest fans throws a whole new light on yours and Stephen's relationship. If you have a hidden album from It's a Beautiful Day I will be especially impressed

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  16. Hello independant woman Annie
    Full of admiration for your way of coping, not everyone has your taste in wellies. like you this is my first ever blog answering your first blog, like you I enjoy a good walk what ever the weather.
    I'll do better next time
    Sheila

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  17. I love this blog, but I don't understand the difference between Megablog, Macroblog and Microblog. I'm well out of touch with the blogosphere.

    My advice...keep blogging as you are!

    I've said blog too many times now. Blogger.

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  18. Hello Annie I'm not familiar with blog or blogging and think I might have blogged (or whatever) this 3 times if so I'm really sorry if I have. Anyway Annie whatever this is, it's a damn good read and I'm looking forward to future blogs.I love and admire your independence in this situation I think you are amazing xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  19. Hi Anna, as allways I'm really impressed with your courage and positivity. My learning is to be a dam site less blase when giving
    folk instructions on taking medicine in relation to food.
    saw a quote today which suits you.
    'Life isn't about waiting for the rain to pass
    it's about learning to dance in the rain'
    love to you both xx

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  20. Hi Annie, this blog is a brilliant idea and I have really enjoyed reading your first installment. Micro, macro or mega, it doesn't matter, you can mix it up and surprise us all. I think of you every morning as I wake up to the battering sound of rain on the window, convinced you will need a rubber dingy to get to and from Christies. You are an inspiration to us all and we love you. X x

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  21. Great to see you at the family bash. Thanks for your contribution, the food was really good. I've said many times that for me it's the best part of Christmas

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